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Bonus Day for Baby Snuggles

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Leap Day is a "bonus" day. I missed being a Leap Day baby myself by several hours which would have resulted in today being my 7th birthday, but I still get excited about the extra day. Nothing special necessarily happens on Leap Day, and there's nothing special I do to celebrate it. But this year it really is a bonus day and it's full of potential. A full extra day of baby snuggles!  Well, a full extra day of diapers too. But really, I haven't found diapers all that repulsive yet (and I've been peed on twice). A full extra day to get some house cleaning done.  Let's be honest, Hubby hasn't done any cleaning besides dishes while I've been on the mend from child birth. It's exactly why I went crazy with the nesting cleaning the day before baby's due date. It's now been 3 weeks and the house needs to be vacuumed again- badly. A full extra day of sunshine.   Yep, there's real life sunshine today. In fact, we've be

Thoughts on Breastfeeding's Mental Game

Breastfeeding is not for the weak-hearted or anyone afraid of their own inner thoughts. This 24-7 job, project, whatever you want to call it, is a constant minefield of emotions. Well, at least it has been for me. I was forewarned that breastfeeding would be difficult; I was under no illusion it was going to be easy. All the literature and advice said so. None of it prepared me for the actual experience. Your nipples will be sore. Yep, that was true. "Sore" doesn't quite cover it as an adjective though. It straight up hurts, it's painful, and once we mastered latching so it wasn't as painful- they are still ridiculously sensitive. My bra touching them is uncomfortable. The idea of having to let the little monster suck on them in yet another 2 hours again and again is emotionally draining. You won't get to sleep. Yep, accurate. Mine's a pretty good sleeper (when he's full and dry) but I'm still not getting enough sleep. I've never bee